The past several days

Well, I've given up on even trying to look for anybody to date, because, well it's not working... and givine up is easier than to keep trying.... anywho...

the past several days haven't been the best I've had... I'm just tired of absolutely everything... I'm sick of work, I'm sick of looking for somebody, I'm tired of always being there for everybody, yet nobody being there for me when I need it... there's only a few people who are there when I need it... and they know who they are....

I'm thinking over my entire life in terms of where I'm at, where I'm going, and the the like.... I need a change, but I'm not sure what change yet.... we'll see...